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It's 2:23 AM and i can't sleep 

and there are 6.5 pages of things i'd like to say. 

almost all good things. 

about a boy with whom i am completely enamored. 

I typed them all out on a Microsoft Word document in my "Rants" folder.

and maybe someday, i'll post them. 

that actually happens a lot.

but i'll see him tomorrow and say all 6.5 pages to his face and then decide whether or not to copy and paste them to the internet for the whole world to see.

i probably won't post them here, actually.

i just want to admit that they exist.

and to say that this boy, who has a name and that name is Ryan, 

makes mah knees weak. 

I've spent 27 of the past 48 hours with him.

okay.

alright.

*internally squealing*

and i'm  100%  cool with that.

ooooone hundred percent.

he is literally nothing like what i anticipated him to be, and i like that. and him. i like him. 

moooooore than i care to admit. 

so here's a bee i met Friday night while forcing my babe-of-a-baby-sister to take pictures in a field by our house for her birthday photos. it's a sort of tradition.

 I am mesmerized by bees, truth be told. 

the creepy little things.